I Don't Know What I Want ...

I've been watching a series called Tales From The City starring Olympia Dukakis, it's about queers and trans in San Francisco.  The episode I watched last night was of her coming to San Francisco in the 60s.  I guess I dreamed I was in that episode, and she and I met and we were talking about dating and I told her I just didn't know what I wanted.  That I'd once been infatuated with  a striking black woman who resembled my white best friend's mother.  It was pretty surreal, but nice like, she was a good person to talk to.